This year has been a bit of a weird one for me, I got into a new career path unexpectedly, which I have fully considered and decided is probably not what I want to be doing forever. Having said that I am enjoying it day by day, and it is a HARD time for jobs right now so its important to be grateful for what we have and it really can be so difficult to remember this. This Kurt Vonnegut quote really spoke to me when I came across it the other day:
I guess what I mean is that, you can let your job define you. You can work so hard, do loads of voluntary work and unpaid internships looking for a way in to a career you want. You can invest in yourself, do courses, get qualifications and all of that. But outside of your day job, what are you doing? Because being creative is everything to me, outside of work I like to visit museums, do different writing projects, listen to and learn to play music, read books and I used to enjoy loads more things which have fallen by the wayside. I read once that the most creative thing most people do everyday is pick out what they are going to wear that day. This year I did project 365 (and gave up, admittedly after about 10 months) and took a picture of what I wore each day, trying to see what I could come up with, with what was already in my wardrobe without feeling like I had to buy new things all the time.
I seem to have lost my point a bit now, and gotten off track, but what I'm trying to say is that next year I'm going to try and be more creative in ways that nourish my life. I will update this blog at my leisure as I enjoy doing it without feeling pressure to update every day or anything, but I will also make a point of doing other projects because even if I'm not in the career I hoped, yet, it doesn't mean I can't have meaningful things going on. The next time someone asks you 'What do you do?' the answer doesn't need to be your actual day job, if that's not the most important thing about your life. That is an important thing I learnt this year.
Page from Wilson by Daniel Clowes
On an altogether different note, this year I decided to take part in a blogging secret santa hosted by my friend Rani who blogs about clothes and Edinburgh amongst other things on her blog Cupcake Couture, so I'm going to write about that. I don't always really feel part of a blogging community as while I have met some fantastic people through blogging, I don't write a blog about fashion and as such, this might be a weird post compared to my average entry. Apologies if you were hoping for museums!
Anyway it all came wrapped in the most delightful brown paper stamped with snowflakes and tied up with string!
I must say it was a real trial to follow that instruction!
Inside was...
Some incredibly awesome foamy cushiony dinosaur stickers, amazing. I write a lot of letters so they will always come in handy.
An amazing scarf with horses on! I'm really obsessed with horse adorned things so this is spot on, also it is made of man-made fibres rather than silk which is perfect as I'm vegan.
A lovely Belle & Sebastian tote bag! Amazing. I love this band, and I love totes and this design is really super. Also my favourite colours are red and blue so the colour scheme of the bag and scarf are fantastic. All in all everything was really me, I feel like you know me really well santa, and this is one of the best Secret Santa's I've had!
Thanks SO much to my Santa, the reveal happened here and I found out that it was Jen of the awesomely titled 'let's all do colouring in' that was behind this really thoughtful set of gifts. And you can see who I bought for too, which was a lot of fun. Many, many thanks to Rani for organising it! ♥
On a final note, lets have a nice B&S song in keeping with the season:





























